Current mood:

drained

turtles fuckin'
Good day<3
very.. illegal in so many ways
I saw an elephant's penis and it was really.. god awful to see something that looked like an angry anaconda x.x



SAT II's - OMG I just stopped caring. The chemistry I think I like, got two right on. That was so bad.. it's not even, woah
math and english were stupid, like always

Those scores will seriously kill me because the chemistry must be.. a 320 or something.

I'm so jittery and confused.
Things never go the way I want them to. And then when they do, I end up second guessing whether I really want them or not :/ and then... I just wish I could be satisfied with something. I really have too much opportunity. Fucking GO WITH IT x------------------------------------------x


I've come to the realization, by the way, that there are so many pretty people and they're all just CONTENT WITH THEMSELVES AREN'T THEY
no I'm not slitting my wrists, it's fucking 10 p.m.


FUCK
I go from worrying about my future to worrying about myself
and my.. people
the most terrible thing is that this is so fucking new to me? obviously. this year is going to be so fucked up x.x sooo fucked up